Tuesday, March 17, 2009

this is not important...

sometimes i write because i have something to say that is actually important. or at least i feel like it is some what worthy of being read.

sometimes i write simply because i have an opinion that i need to express and that i want to share with others to get their input and comments.

but there are times when i just want to write.

i just enjoy the process of thinking and typing and seeing and reading. it is uplifting and even though it may never be read i still feel like i am making some type of secret progress.

i am meant to write.

that much i am certain of. how i perfect the art and who is there to guide me along the way, i am not sure of. all i know is that my whole life i have been amazed by watching my friends and class mates chase thier dreams. amazed at the fact that they knew from the very being what they were meant to do in life. all the time thinking i was not meant to do anything. now i realize that i knew all along. a career in writing seems as far away to me as a career in professional football, but it is what i have to do. i know, because i know that it is what i am meant to do.

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