Oh 2009...How Quickly You've Arrived

i am not sure that i am prepared enough to actually realize that it is 2000 and freaking 9....

IMPOSSIBLE.

where does time go, i would like to know.

it feels like i just starting highschool and, here i am, a few months away from graduation. ugh. i feel ill. the idea of being out of school, free in the big-big world of possibilities. what will i do? where will i go? probably nowhere...but maybe...maybe somewhere. it is a little disorienting. i what to go back but i want to move forward. and i cannot decide which one i want more, but it doesn't matter, because only one is even an option.

SOMEONE GET ME A TIME MACHINE.