Wednesday, March 11, 2009

it is...what it is...

i push my hand deep into the hot wax
it stings as it pulls at my skin
close your eyes
bite your tongue
hold your breath
hold your breath
bite your tongue
close your eyes
this is what i deserve, isn't it?
just a little pain for punishment
make a fist
grit your teeth
take a breath
take a breath
grit your teeth
make a fist
i want to scream
because it is what i've been taught
but there is nothing worth screaming about
all is numb now
i have waited too long.
too long i have waited.
have i waited too long?
of course i have.

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